Amazing scenes here yesterday @BJMansions

Still terrifies me @the images

Shocking brutal

Baby born into bath, literally dived into life.

Probably the most scared I have ever been in my entire life

No midwife or drugs or any medical assitance

The baby boy decides its time to arrive and just like his dad, after being a week late he bursts on to the scene in the most spectacular way.

Jules manages to ring 999 as I scoop the baba out of the water and beg to see him breath

Umbilical cord snapped and blood and gore everywhere.

He is breathing and alive!!!!!

Jules - how much pain yet still talk the ambulance to the door via the phone

Lil chic grace watching precedings from the landing, crying, I am trying to calm her with kind words and gentleness........ showing her new lil bro', how freaked out must she be.... yet gradually comes around and settles

Ambulance....... wonderful caring people attending to jules...... grandma and grandpa arrive on the scene in panic .... see me stting with new baba and lil grace on her bed.... laughing and crying... shocked stunned

Jules pale like a ghost

I know now why men dont have babies - simply not tough enough.

Thankfully all is well today, they are coming home this afternoon Jules and my boy.....

here they are....

The man who twirled with rose in teeth

Has his tongue tied up in thorns

His once expanded sense of time and

Space all shot and torn

See him wander hat in hand -

"Look at me, I'm so forlorn -

Ask anyone who can recall

It's horrible to be born!"

I shall be 'wetting the head' later today.