Thursday, December 15, 2005

Hard nosed - Soft hearted

Habits, so easy to get into bad ones, or out of good ones.
Take blogging for example, a good habit (though some skeptics would of course disagree!), dead easy to let it lapse and not keep it up.....looking back, even the trite, seemingly irrelevant and of no interest to anyone type stuff, just, maybe just was worthwhile, so keep on keeping on blogbabies.

Anyhow, the title of this ramble, hard nosed, thats me, mainly talking about it an a business context, but can be 'stubborn git' also, i know it.
So, I dislike, really dislike being naffed about in a business deal, when it comes to losing cash, or the WORST, getting ripped off blatently.......brings to the surface all kinds of nasty thoughts and ideas.......anger, revenge, hate, vindictiveness.........more, many more.....fear, loathing, despair........

Time is good here....time, and grace....that acceptance that we are all loved.......VERY difficult to stop oneself and allow that beauty to cover all said emotions.....but when it comes, and thankfully it comes.......the rewards are way beyond price or wordly gain.....

Tough nosededness.......Soft heartedness.......first came across the concept in Martin Luther King's writings - Strength to Love I beleive was the book, must delve back into that whole area more.
It is a concept carried throughout many other people i am artistically and emotionally /spiritually attracted to....drawn to, as this is a concept that is a basic to the truth that keeps endlessly knocking at my door....

So, hopefullly this will be the first of the Christmas bigjohn blogs, accompanied by some music, videos, pics.........going with the flow......

Amazing.....Johnny Cash just come on the streaming radio..........Folsom Prison Blues......got to post it here....gimme 2 hours, and maybe the video too.............SO right!!!

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